As many of you are aware by now, me and Vadim mpved in together to Monterey in February. Everything is going ok, with ups and downs. If it wasn't for his annoying stupid dog, everything would be perfect, to be honest.
He seems like a guy who is interested to get married and have kids. He really does want to do all that while his grandma is still alive, etc.
Honestly, I am not opposed to the concept of marriage because that would make me feel more secure. I am not to excited about the whole wedding thing, but I guess I could agree to something really unpretencious and inexpensive.
What bugs me is his great desire to have kids. He is pretty much ready to have a child next year. I am not ready. I am not even sure if I want children at all. It's a great financial burden that will last for at leats 20 years, and you need to love them, you can't just shush them away like a puppy. So this bothers me. His cousin Sofiya and her husband had a son a few days ago and eveyone is writing on her Facebook page :Congratulations? He is beautiful" and such crap. I don't know, it repulses me. He is not beautiful, he is a little red piece of flesh.
I'm not sure what to do.